Motherhood changes life so much for a woman, more than many can even imagine. Things we did easily and took for granted suddenly becomes a thing of the past. We love our little blessings but somehow look back at the past with some degree of sorrow, and even think, “Will those good times ever come back again?” One such thing I struggled with after motherhood, is attending taraweeh in the masjid during Ramadan. I absolutely loved those nights in the masjid. From convincing our father to take us to different masajid in Ramadan, to the beautiful Qunoot duas, discussing the new Imams at the Haramain, and spending nights in I'tikaf, the memories of Ramadan in the masjid are just so special.